That's Life

I feel quite sad now.

School really isn't what it's made out to be. It's just a seemingly unrelated bunch of modules thrown together to make up the week.

I miss JC life quite terribly. I've finally discovered the importance of having a form class. Even though it means you see the same people for 2 years, it also means that you become really good friends with them. They were the ones who made my JC life so wonderful and memorable.

Since the people in all my classes are different, perhaps I'm expected to be a social butterfly and make acquaintances with everyone. But I'm not that kind of person and perhaps never will be. I can't walk up to someone and make small talk; it just feels unnatural. I still believe that 1 good friend is worth more than 10 acquaintances but now it seems that I can't even find 10 acquaintances to start with.

I've always tried to avoid emoticons but I give up. And I'm listening to Rachel Yamagata's Quiet now, which in my opinion is the most depressing song in the world. :(