It still feels like yesterday when we were still together. That's because I've been dreaming about you every single fucking night for the past week. And no, that's not figurative, that's literal.
Here's an interesting thought by the way. Being in a relationship is a little like smoking cigarettes. For the first couple of months, we get high. After a while, it just becomes part of our daily lives. And when we finally quit it, the withdrawal symptoms hit us like a freight train.
All right, now that I've got the mandatory emotional rant out of the way, we can move on to the crux of this post. Which ironically is about this whole thing.
"You definitely know it's time to stop brooding over your broken heart when you start to notice that your friends are ditching you (for some odd reason, analyzing the "break-up hug" for 3 hours a pop seems boring to them)". It's all right really, you can admit it hahaha I won't get mad.
Thank goodness for Mervin who's doing a great job of keeping the blog from degenerating into some platform for me to air my grouses and proclaim to the world that I have the emotional stability of a peanut. Anyway, I flipped through some of the older posts. Readership was still pretty high back in 2006 I believe. It seems eons ago when I was sarcastic, arrogant and basically a jackass. (I'm reminiscing, not beating myself down) I think most people don't read this blog anymore now though. Am half thinking of password encrypting it and giving out the passwords to people who want them.