That's Life

I haven't blogged in ages.

Everyday is just like any other. The noisy alarm rings in the morning and I drag myself out of bed and off to work. Yeah on Mon, Wed and Fri it's wakey wakey at 5:45 and on Tues and Thurs it's at 6:15.

So let's see. What do I accomplish every single bloody weekday? What do I handle that is of dire consequence or great importance? Well done Jack that's the correct answer. But I'm sorry with a meagre allowance of $420 a month I'm not going to be able to give you a prize. Perhaps a congratulatory pat on the back might suffice. Yes it's nothing. I can't really post anything too explicit so I'm holding back.

Yeah anyway they say it's good to be in the service side. After all, you can accomplish something during those 2 years. Pick up driving, go for classes and whatever. Yeah but somehow I've lost the impetus to even improve myself. The drive and desire to learn is gone. The Raffles environment was good because the competitive nature empowered us with a hunger. Well sort of anyway. Here, there is nothing. It's a festering environment. We all grow mould and rot. Because there is no need to grow. There is no need to sharpen one's mind. There isn't even a need to train one's body.

I don't know how I'm going to survive the next 1 year 5 months.

I need out. Now.