That's Life

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

It's strange how songs can be so apt. I used to laugh at people who had like songs they thought they could relate to and all that crap. What goes around comes around. :/

I haven't blogged in ages.

Everyday is just like any other. The noisy alarm rings in the morning and I drag myself out of bed and off to work. Yeah on Mon, Wed and Fri it's wakey wakey at 5:45 and on Tues and Thurs it's at 6:15.

So let's see. What do I accomplish every single bloody weekday? What do I handle that is of dire consequence or great importance? Well done Jack that's the correct answer. But I'm sorry with a meagre allowance of $420 a month I'm not going to be able to give you a prize. Perhaps a congratulatory pat on the back might suffice. Yes it's nothing. I can't really post anything too explicit so I'm holding back.

Yeah anyway they say it's good to be in the service side. After all, you can accomplish something during those 2 years. Pick up driving, go for classes and whatever. Yeah but somehow I've lost the impetus to even improve myself. The drive and desire to learn is gone. The Raffles environment was good because the competitive nature empowered us with a hunger. Well sort of anyway. Here, there is nothing. It's a festering environment. We all grow mould and rot. Because there is no need to grow. There is no need to sharpen one's mind. There isn't even a need to train one's body.

I don't know how I'm going to survive the next 1 year 5 months.

I need out. Now.