6 years in Raffles for nothing. Fuck.
Anyway I'm feeling really shitty now and all I have is 2 measly days of MC to give me temporary relief from the emotional pelting that NS has to offer me. I'm going back tomorrow morning. The doctor didn't even want to give me antibiotics for my flu and I had to practicallty wheedle with him to GET IT. Now I'm feeling sleepy and groggy and absolutely fucked-up.
Now I'm listening to 'Better Man' by Robbie Williams but to be honest no I don't feel that I'm even a decent man, not to mention a better one.