That's Life

My mood has just changed from low to downright depressed. Most of the guys are going in soon, the first batch starting from tomorrow. Sigh that just leaves the girls. And ok lah I do have female friends but it's different. As in ok so it's easier to talk to girls on MSN but the truth is, I think guys and girls are way too different to be good friends. Like ok show me a girl who likes violence, humour, insults and babes and I'll show you a guy in a girl's disguise.

Anyway yeah so in 1 week's time, I'll have no one to sit down and drink coffee with, no one to go oustide and eat and laugh at the random chick across the aisle and no one to pool with. Ok so I'll still have but the numbers will be drasticially reduced. I just can't see any female friends doing the above with me. And besides, I don't think the essence of um like buddy-friendship can easily be replicated. Like it's just not the same when you're laughing at some fool doing some jackass thing or perving at the same hot babe (ok so the babes I usually perv at are different from my homies but you get the idea) with your female friends.

And I just read today's front page newspapers. That made me feel even more depressed. And now I'm listening to Jacky Cheung's 'xin ru dao ge'.

Sometimes I wish I were less emo.

Anyway I need a job. Just escaped from the clutches of some malevolent con job masters a while back. Anyone with ideas please tell me thanks.