It's times like this I wish I had more friends. Not just friends but good ones. I've just realised that all my friends, ok most of, my friends with whom I feel close enough to just give a call and ask them out are mostly in the army. i obviously need more female friends. Was just talking to ***** the other night (his name is censored to protect his identity) about my lack of female friends and my inability to communicate with them. Suprisingly, he said he felt the exact same way - like it's difficult to really hang out with female friends.
Anyway I've sort of changed my perception. Sometimes I think I'm close to people when I'm actually not. Haha but ok lah not say like we're super far apart. Close enough to talk but not really that close lah. So sometimes I wonder if I'm doing the right thing asking people I'm not say super close to out but then again I guses it's the little things like these which bring people closer. Haha so the next time I ask you out don't reject me!
My hair's black and blonde now.