That's Life

It's been kind of a long while now and I guess the pain's still kind of there but whatever shit happens lol. And besides, there wasn't really anything much I felt until that happened, which according to my friend proves that it's nothing but uh possessiveness, unless of course you count Lady Catherine de Bourgh's uh deux ex machina. Well that's kind of bullshit and I know it. Whatever. Maybe it's my bruised ego. Ouch.

Anyway I have come to the conclusion that I should just clear my mind out. Like clean out my closet and junk all the unnecessary stuff out. Obviously there's going to be some sort of initial resistance that I can overcome. Kind of like activation energy lol. I hope the final result is endothermic, with the energy scale being the 'shit in my head'. Obviously the damn activation energy is going to be damn difficult to overcome and if the Ea is too high it will be energetically favourable but now I don't really give a damn if Gibbs Free Energy > 0 or not lol. Worrying about it all the time isn't going to help matters because worry breeds worry and we all know what breeding season is like with the damn rabbits. Yup they just keep multiplying. Hmm so if the head-on smash-and-bash method won't work maybe I'll try the 'oblivious' method which bascially involves me sitting like an idiot taking all the crap head-on without resistance. Hoot. Xin jing zi ran liang. Let's see if it works.

Campus Superstar final arriving soon. Good. Benjamin vs Shawn VS Zhengning vs Kelly. Nice nice. Except for the fact that the girls can't really sing but whatever maybe they will come up with something decent. Besides, since the final is 3.5 hours they better have something good.