That's Life

Actually I got no idea what the blog title means. 'That's life.' What's life?

I've been going to Linus' church and meeting his cell group leader or something Jianhong. Uh yes don't be shocked lol. Jianhong's a pretty nice guy I guess and he takes time to explain all the stuff about Christianity to me. Anyway I don't really quite grasp the idea of Christianity. Basically Christianity is the route to eternal life. Uh but what if you don't want eternal life? If human life is so fraught with stress what's the point of living forever and ever. It doesn't raelly make much sense does it? No offence to Christianity and Chistians though.

Ok I'm listening to 'Yi Ge Xiang Xia Tian Yi Ge Xiang Qiu Tian' by Fan Wei Qi now. The song reminds me of things from the past. Not sure whether to feel happy or sad. I got the song from Mervin Ang some time back. Anyway songs really do change your mood. Sad songs make you feel sad when you are sad. Fast songs temporarily distract you from the swirling abyss of fluxed feelings.

When you tear away all the packaging and impressions, you will realise that Chinese songs are still best. Of course, that depends on what kind of songs you were first exposed to. I've been listening to Chinese songs for the longest time since I was a small little kid and they have this weird, tranquil and calm effect on me. It's like all of a sudden all my worries and troubles and doubts get swept away to the back of my mind and I get a flashback to my kiddy days. Seriously. I still remember very vividly the days when I was a puny little boy trying to run up the slope instead of climbing the steps to my grandfather's old house in the old block of flats. That row of flats has since been torn down to make way for some condo. If I could I would have bought that row of old flats.

Anyway back to some current news. Why did that guy kill 32 students? I mean it doesn't make much sense for him to kill random people even if he really was a lonesome guy who was angry at a lot of stuff. It doesn't seem right to take it out on people who are leading decent lives.

Anyway just a little piece of information - if a guy decided to rampage RJC and he comes by the main gate, the first class that is going to get hit is 07s06s. Then it's going to be 07s07a. And guess who sits closest to the door? Of course, this assumed killer could come through RI, in which the unfortunate people would be those in B21. He could also come through the canteen gate. Well yah.

Now to completely make this post a random piece of junk, I shall conclude by adding that I think a girl who is 1/2 Chinese, 1/4 Caucasian and 1/4 Malay with nice physical attributes would be quite gorgeous.