Beauty is all around you really. I mean, if you look closely, I'm pretty sure that you'll find things that are appealing to you, eventually of course.
Some things are just like a U-shaped curve. At the start, nothing can seem to go wrong because you know it's like since you know nothing, you assume that everything will turn out for the best. Then, the curve starts to go downhill. It becomes like a slippery slope until you hit the minimum point where you wallow in self-pity and unfairness for a while before you decide to try and make an effort to try and improve things. Although it's quite unlikely that you will reach a high again, things do get decent I suppose.
And I finally realized that it's easy to attach monetary values to beauty.